Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Hoover first day of school in April

Today was the first day of school and he was assigned to Judy C. They worked together on 4 walking singles,, and a easy wide triple all guns standing.

On water his cheating ways surfaced on the go bird, and he's so fast, and not use to green monster whistle. Had to repeat the mark 3 times before he was convinced its better to enter the water than run the bank. End 4:30 pm.

Tomorrow on the Gulvins, more water work. Sure hope he buys me a souvenier t-shirt

flaming HOT topics mtg

why is it someone would say, I know this isnt following protocol, but I'm still going to bring this up in an open forum and let the chips fly cause thats what I want to do.

since when is laying open a co worker cause you aren't getting your way an excusable thing? Well thats how she opened the conversation. I could have don't the same thing, but didn't. Cause I still had my pay it forward bracelet to give away?

got to keep your cool, didn't do a very good job of not showing this got to you. now you must walk away from it, solve the problem as best you can and let it go. Forgive and not forget. All that gossiping about other people and not questioning directly, manipulating others to do her dirty work and now that you've been caught in the same cross hairs, see how uncomfortable it is? Time to take a big step back, and let her play her game by herself. Or with the popular group that will drop you like a hot potato. Prepare to be alone, until they need your support.

on to better things....the kids first day at school

Monday, April 27, 2009

Be a wise Guy

4 he taught me and said,
"Lay hold of my words with all your heart;
keep my commands and you will live.

5 Get wisdom, get understanding;
do not forget my words or swerve from them.

Sleeping in the dog house

Took Hoover training after work tonight. the wind was howling, and a wave chopped the lake. Oh its too cold to run a deep swim. Seems the trainer called and had an opening to help him be better prepared for Friday gig. and maybe a bit more for the Saturday after next friday. Felt like I'd failed having to take him there, there to advance towards next years goal. Responsbilities change how we are able to do what we want too. The kid bunking with a black wild cat named Jezzie. Hes sleeping in a kennel, no snuggling on the down comforter.

Farewell Cher

Today with a goal in mind i dressed with a purpose a thought in my heart and went to the funeral. So hard to keep my thoughts focus on one simple plan. Yet I went alone to say gee's this happened way to sudden.

It was at the Greek Orthodox Church. A beautiful fresco mural'ed room, side walls painted with solemn Saintly soldiers for the Lord. Each bearing a cross and having a golden head band.
The paster explained the purpose was not one of eulogies, other than those of blessings, but rather a celebration and prayerfest to Jesus and with the soul of the dearly departed to gain her access to the path to paradise for ever, and ever, and ever more. An fragrant incense filled the room, the path to heaven is lined with bells, deep voices singing sweet Psalms. Psalms 119 to begin with.

She was blessed with a loving spirit, she applied to all her life's work. Father John said we the folks remaining received a lesson in the true meaning of AGAPE love. As this was her special talent on loan from God. He read St Paul's letter to those in Corthan, II chapter 13, and everywhere it mentioned Love is, he replaced Love with Mother.

Mother is patient, Mother is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Mother does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7She always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Mother never fails.

Donations in Memory welcome for Guide Dogs for the Blind, INC San Rafael CA

Sunday, April 26, 2009

A new leaf

In the beginning there was me and the mind inside that races...constantly from point to point. Not really hitting the mark, even though it knows how to strike a target dead center when it wants too. This is the initial post of many or few depending on who over comes the status of the me mind union. Today I am going to drop the Me Mind off at the feet of Jesus. Knowing that each day this must be my mission. Or the race runs as it has for so long will continue as I have allowed it to play out.
Lets call it the turning over of a new leaf.
Lean NOT on your own understandings, but in all ways TRUST GOD and HE WILL set your path straight. Prov 4:5 and six

My understandings have sent me on many different paths leading to death, pain, heartbreak, and hard work, joy, friendships, separation, freedom,